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a week. woopsie! been more than a week since i've last blogged. again. i'm sorry yea. Karto: I'M BLOGGIN I'M BLOGGIN!!! hahas. ok what's been going on for the past week, was band camp n yea, band camp. haha. PL band concert, although not quite up to the seniors' standards, but really, was kind of a relief. because after all they're still in transition period so i reckon they did quite well..hehs. omg! band camp was fun. haha. not in playing wise. i was tired. at night i had like talkin sessions la.. n like last night i really had a good talk with wilson ah hua n evon. really gave me loads of strength. hehs. and evon was my mortal!~!!! aas. my darling mortal.. haha. anyways, we like played polar bear n all super fun. peee enjoyed it the most. kept playing thru out camp while i only played on the second last day. gees. it was a fun get together thing as well as a time for us to really polish up our playing. also, to let us get to know better e freshies. haha like shaun n desmond koh n ah tong. haha. ah tong is ultra cute with his small eyes n all.. good boy kind, super funny. shaun is naughty boy, but very womanly, just like his SL, Andrew. same species of men, i must say. he's nice la after quite a long time. now desmond koh's like this ah beng lookalike, but he really aint that beng after all. he's ULTRA funny n LAME! n he's like super cartoon man. he's the only one who can say weird things like "chiobu" and make us laugh, n NOT turn us off. haha. power power.. ohh.. i learnt how to play mahjong in camp!! addictive, n fun. haha. hmmm. now the band is more or less even more glued together. except for one thing. sometimes i feel like shit.. sigh. girls ya know why.. np band sisters, i think i've more or less already told you how i've been feeling. meanos man. sometimes it's like i kinda have this friend-hate relationship w her. undeniable. too bad for me. not my fault tho. really trying. my conscience is pricking me. God i pray you tell me what to do. the word -JEALOUSY- comes out.. spread in my brains.. really i've nothing but a great body to be jealous about. haha. i've got almost everything else i need. i suppose. hmmm. i really dont need critisism now alright, and i dont think i want those 'dont think so much' stuff also. if anyone really puts yourself in my shoes or into this kinda situation, i think you'd prolly be thinking 'hell no i cant stop thinking! how do you expect me to stop thinking when both you n i know it's affecting me?!' yup. this is exactly how i feel... to EVON: dear, only God can make the impossible possible. so you can only pray. but i warn you, if it's not God's will, then too bad!!! hahahaha |
